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I KNOW!  I KNOW!!!  It's been a looooong while.  So much to do, so little time.  Let's see if we can update warp speed.

Baptism.

Owen, Anthony and Jamyson had their Baptism together.  It was so much fun!  When I got pregnant, I was excited for our moment to finally shine.  I thought we would be overshadowed when we found out that my sister and sister-in-law were pregnant too.  I was sooooo wrong!  I love sharing the significance of the event.  Once in a lifetime.  This opportunity will probably never happen again.

We had a gorgeous ceremony at Blessed Sacrament Church.  We love Fr. Bradley.  He is so understanding and sincere.  Owen was very blessed for many reasons that day.  He had two Godmothers!!  Aunt Jessica (my sister) and Aunt Laura (Dave's sister) were his guidance through his spiritual journey.  That in itself was a process.  Dave is very traditional......one man, one woman (preferably married to each other.)  My mom broke the mold with me ;-)  I have two Godmothers too!  I thought it was perfect!  Dave agreed.  You can't deny who's perfect for the job!

Here is a great shot with Owen and his Godmothers:

Another special addition to the day was that Owen's Baptism outfit was made out of my wedding dress <3 (heart).  I hope we have a girl next, because there are only sparkly pieces left of my dress, and that would look weird if we have another boy.  Ehh...we'll cross that bridge if we get to it.  Maybe boy Weiss two will get a brand spankin' new outfit.

Here is Owen in his Baptism outfit:

Just some more fun pictures.....'cause I love pictures:

Here I am with my Godmothers: what started the whole thing:  (My dad's sister, Aunt Tricia....on your right and my Mom's best friend, Aunt Peggy....on your left)  Owen's in the middle..lol.

Owen told me that he loved me...."sorta":

Onto our professional pics.....Owen turned 4months.  I'd love to show you the pictures....they came out AWESOME!  BUT....copyright issues make it an issue. Hopefully you can find them all on this site (and order some if you want them)....if you need a password, it's 6414
http://ismile.smugmug.com/ISmile-Customer-Galleries-A-Z/W/Weiss-Alisa/15417980_PHF9M#1154119603_9H2aR  remember:  the password is 6414

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5 months.....Owen turned over...but refuses to do it for me :-(  today (2/22) he went from tummy to back to tummy to back to tummy.  Our big boy!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Of course he did this at Aime's, but refuses to show Mommy and Daddy.... I have yet to see him do tummy to back (I guess back to tummy is harder...I saw him get over about 95%).  I really don't care...surprisingly....I am just happy he's doing it.


Owen's first solids...Daddy fed him....he loves daddy soooooo much! 

 

OK.....flashbacking, kinda to 4 months....Owen's first cereal feed...Loved it!!!!!!

 

 YAY!  Owen!  Rice is yummy...but Oatmeal is better!

 Owen's talking to his friend, Scout. Scout says Owen's name with his favorite food, animal and color...love it!

Owen turned back to tummy...finally a first to us!

Just a cute shot of Owen at 4 months.....zzzzzzzzzz!!!

A few days latter...he got a Jeep...nahh...not a real one!!!!!!!  A walker, silly!  Here he is!  He likes it...at Amie's....starting to wonder if it's us...j/k!  He goes across the room in it....backwards....(at Amie's!)

A few days latter...he got a Jeep...nahh...not a real one!!!!!!!  A walker, silly!  Here he is!  He likes it...at Amie's....starting to wonder if it's us...j/k!  He goes across the room in it....backwards....(at Amie's)!

Feeling Sorry for Myself

I have everything.  I have an amazing home, a job that offers challenges each and every day, a son who is so much fun and worth every breath in life.  But none of that means a darn thing without the love of your life.

I can't help to be sad and feel guilty.  There are so many who deserve to have a pity party, and I feel that I shouldn't be one of them.  My problem is far less significant.  But I can't help the way I feel.  I welcome change.   I love it.  I do NOT love it when that change effects my family.  I find stability and strength in my home life.  I love it, and would never give it up. 

Dave has been away for a week and a few days now.  He is out of town for work.  He leaves on Monday, and comes home on Thursday.   The thing is.....I close the store on Thursday, and then I open the store on Friday.  UGH!!  So, I don't see Dave until Friday evening.

The worst part is that Dave has Owen in the evening.  This is a rough time for Owen.  Poor guy is cranky with Dave.  I think I have him figured out, and I thought Dave did too.  I guess maybe Owen just wants mom.  The whole thing breaks my heart!!!!!!!!!!!  Not to mention puts more pressure and stress on us.

Owen is a good baby.  I am doing fine without Dave.  But, I miss him.  Two and two can be
 together, but unless they equal four, they are separate.

Probably 3 or 4 more weeks, and we'll be done.  Until the next job that takes him away. 

I guess I am fortunate to love so much it hurts.

Mommy and Owen's First Day

Phew!!!  Glad that one's over....Phew!  Glad it went PERFECT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Owen was amazing!  Amie (our babysitter) is in love with our son!  She said that he was having a blast watching the other children play :-)  She said he was smiling at everything!  I said, "Yup, that's Owen!"  She said, "He didn't sleep much.....just power naps"  I said, "Yup, that's Owen!"  She said, "When he slept, the big loud noises didn't wake him!"  I said, "Yup, that's Daddy working around the house!" :-)

Owen did great, and so did his mommy!  I have gotten really good at removing myself from personal feelings and beliefs when at work.  That's what my previous jobs have taught me, and I have been so fortunate to learn.  When anyone said, "How are you doing with the baby gone?" I said, "I'm trying not to think about it."  They were kind enough to change the subject, and I was short enough to hold it together.  I lost it on the phone with Amie.  I was happy, relieved, sad and proud!  I know Owen's good!  I know he transitions well!  I know he's social :-) 

But, I was worried that he would forget his mom.  I was worried that I have learned his whole life's routine, and he would do things foreign to me.  I was worried to not know my son.  I never want to be unable to predict his mood.  I know him so well.  I do not want to lose that.

When I got home, after picking him up, Owen was sleeping.  Dave picked him up out of the carseat,  which woke him up, but was pleasant.....even though he was 1/2 hour past his eating time.  Owen looked at me, and with is flirty eyes, gave me a glorious smile!!!  YAHOO!!!  Thanks, Owen!!!  I needed that!!!!!!!  It was a look that I have never seen before.  I feel weird saying that he was giving me his flirty look, but......I am his first love, right!!!???!? 

Dave and I went to dinner to celebrate our new transition :-)  Owen was perfect, of course!

When we got home, I was on the phone, and we put Owen on our bed just to hang out while we got ready for the rest of the night (comfy clothes, hair up, makeup washed) when Dave started playing with Owen.  I had to wrap up my conversation because we witnessed something we have never seen before.  A laugh.  Oh, he's giggled before, but this was a laugh!!!!!!!  Big 'ole BELLY LAUGH!!!!!!!!!!  I was able to catch the tale end of it, but hopefully you get the idea of what we got to witness :-)

Owen, you knew EXACTLY what we needed to make us feel good today!  WE LOVE YOU!!!!

Owen's Two Month Check-up

Tuesday.  From now on, Tuesdays are reserved for Dr appointments, now that I will be returning to work.  OH, Work!  Owen is doing a lot better, and has become such a joy.  I am NOT looking forward to this new transition.  I am forced to instill my trust into several caregivers, but it will be good for all of us :-)  M, W, F, Owen will be going to a woman whom I have never met before I basically knew that she was my only choice.  In this small town, there are not many openings, and then the ones who were available are bullied by this woman who may have an opening, and they do not want to take the business away from her.  So, my neighbors HIGHLY recommended this woman who lives right behind my work.  To quote my one neighbor "she doesn't give a (bleep) about bullies."

Well, I met her, and I LOVED HER!!!!!!!!  So M, W, F Owen will be going to her home during the day.  I am not working on Tuesdays, so that will be our special day (and days of Dr appointments).  I don't have to go in until 1:30 on Thursdays, so Dave's mom and my mom are alternating Thursdays between 1:30 and 4:30 (when Dave gets home)  then Dave will have him for the rest of the evening.  I work every other weekend, and Dave will watch Owen (unless he gets his mom to watch him while snowmobiling...lol) on those days and evenings.

As you can see, Owen will be exposed to many different types of relationships.  I know he will thrive, but I also know I will hurt.  It is good for me too because my life has only been about taking care of a child for the past 10 weeks.  My!  How far we've come!!!!!

Well, back to his appointment (sorry for my usual off track mind!).  Owen weighed 14lbs 11ozs (8.5 at birth).....putting him in the 93rd percentile.  His head (this one's for you, Sara!) was 41 inches, placing him in the 67th percentile.  He measured 24 1/2 inches long (20 inches at birth)....89th percentile.

I am VERY pleased with his progress!!!!!!  His Dr was excited about his head control.  Owen is reportedly controlling his head like a 4 month old.  YAY!!!!  That's my boy!!!!!  His Dr also said that she saw a huge progress with his head shape!  I think that it was our early intervention and constant work that has gotten his head almost perfectly round :-)

Owen's Dr said that he should meet with a baby photographer.  I tend to agree, but my opinion is a little bias!  He filled the first half of his appointment with giggles and smiles for his Dr.  It was so fun!

The second half....not so much!  His shots :-(  He was a champ!  The nurse was really quick.  He screamed, I scooped him up, and comforted him.  Once I let my grip go the slightest (to get him dressed), he screamed again!  He wanted his mom....and never to let him go....awwww!!  So I nursed him, and he fell asleep, and was perfect after that!  What a good boy!  We are so proud of him!!!!!!!!!!

So Monday is the dreadful day back to work.  It will be so busy that hopefully I'll forget all about my worries!

Baby Talk

no words needed.

Happy Halloween / 6-7week pictures

When I was pregnant, I bought Owen a costume at the Carter's outlet.  So glad I did!  I remember buying a 3 month size, and my mom saying, "he'll be swimming in it!"  Well, Halloween came about, I thought, "Gee, I hope he'll fit in it!" 

He did!  Owen's costume fit perfectly (a week before Halloween)!  We went to the firehouse's (the one that my dad is a member of) Halloween party. What a great way to show off his costume!  We had so much fun!  There were kids of all ages, and of all costumes.  They had a Hunted House for all ages, and games, too!  We went trick-or-treating there, too!  We walked down the halls of the firehouse.  There were members in the doorways of the offices in their office chairs, handing out candy :-)  What a great idea!!!  We had a blast!  Nonna, Grandpa Paul, Aunt Jess, Uncle Frank (and kids), Aunt Amanda and Uncle Bryan (with kids) were there...what a great family event!  So laid back, and so much fun!!!  I am taking notes for our other family events....LOL!  Here are some pictures of our Halloween event....some from home, and some from the firehouse :-)

Our little Penguin :-) (6 weeks)

Owen at his cutest, yet <3 (6 weeks)


Frankie and Anthony (Jessica and Frank's (Owen's cousins)) were Thomas The Train Sr and Jr..LOL

Aunt Amanda and Uncle Bryan (with Bryan Paul, Madyson and Jamyson) dressed as a Peter Pan theme.  This was Bryan Paul's (Peter Pan) idea.  Bryan (my brother) was Captain Hook, Amanda (My SIL) was Wendy, Bryan Paul was Peter Pan, Mady was Tinker Bell and Jamyson was the crocodile.  The dictation of everyone's roles' were said by Bryan Paul....what an organized, smart boy!!!

Every time we get the "triplets" together, we HAVE to take pictures!  Here they are in their costumes sleeping in there matching (sort-of) strollers/carseats (6 weeks old)

 Above is Owen's first time in the Bumbo. I know that there are some who are contraversal about this, but we think it helps with his head formation and neck function.  It actually has been recommended by Physical Therapists in the area for that exact reason. (6 weeks old)

Below is a picture of Grandma (Dave's mom...who gave him these ultra comfy lined overalls) holding Owen.  I have learned that grandparents mean the world to grandchildren, and I have vowed to assure that Owen (and any new Weiss's) know and love their grandparents.  I have neglected to have the camera on hand for Nonna's (My mom) visits....my apologies....but Owen will know both well, because they both will be alternating babysitting on Thursdays form 12:30 - 4:30 while I am at work. And we are soooooo greatfull!!!  (6 weeks old)

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 Below is a picture of Michelle holding Owen.  Michelle is Andrew's (my cousin) fiance.  She volunteered to babysit.  I had to keep reminding her that Owen was having a good day :-)  Here he is in his night-time gear.  He sleeps in a sippered onesie (thanks to Nonna for all the extras) and a sleep sack (with an undershirt onesie)....sooo comfy!!!
(6 weeks old)

 Another picture of Owen is below.  I know he hates the Bumbo right now, but, boy!!!  He looks cute in it!!!!!! (6 weeks old)

 Can you believe that Owen is here watching Nascar with Dave!?!?  It was soooo cute!  We say that Owen is "just chillin"

 Now here Owen is.  Ultra Special!!!  He is on his very heavy, very warm blanket made by Aunt Sara (Dave's sister) and in the outfit that Aunt Jess (my sister) gave Owen.  He was so cute, and sooo comfy!!!  YAY! (7 weeks)

So there you go!  Owen!  I cannot wait until his Dr appointment to see where our late-night feedings have gotten us!  PS....he is in 6 moth clothes now...Ahhh!!!

Owen found his thumb!

Well, Owen found his thumb :-)  I am happy about this.  His thumb will not wake him up in the middle of the night and I have to out it back in (like a pacifier).  I have a friend that said she did not want her girl to find her fingers/thumb because it's a hard habit to break.  Any habit is hard to break.  I am looking forward to having this be a constant, and hopefully leading to a full night's sleep :-).  Here is a picture of his new found friend :-)